Archive for February, 2010



Life has been very kind to me. It has put me in every possible situation. This gave me an enriched experience of every human emotions. Be it be happiness, sadness, jealousy, insecure, anger, love, want for sex and so on. The most touchy feelings are those of struggle.
I am a good expression reader. It take very less time for me to understand and perceive ones mind activity. And as far as 80% I can guess what is going on inside one’s heart and mind. It always rejuvenate to find ones positive feelings constructive approach for fellow beings. And left with grief to acknowledge one’s negative plans and humiliating approach for others.
It is struggle which makes life so important and for others to applause. Last day I was so happy to see Sachin Tendulkar scoring double century against South Africa in second ODI played at Gwalior. I guess it made all the more exciting with the fact Sachin achieved this target at the age of 37, when player who debuted with him are seen no more on the pitch. It is his struggle and winning that makes him special.

In the war of good and bad, it always happen that good suffer the most. It is not because bad is more powerful. But because good is righteous. It can’t compromise with principles of life for timely loss or gain. Amrit is a good, genuine, sincere and honest person. He has to suffer because he told the truth to his boss. We all think hard work and respect for humanity will give you that all you need. This man is hardworking, honest, helpful and God-fearing. Everything is positive about him. But he has to escape the place with no negative reason. This is struggle of inner voice. He spoke what he thought to be right. It is something we can’t control.
No matter he will suffer for time being. But will always be proud of own capability. The fact that he stood for his idle will always rejoice his life.


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The Dream


The Idea of you being shown on television all over the country brings a bizarre feeling in your mind and Heart. The dream comes true when you are standing in front of a studio camera and performing. These were the feelings of Aayush, Ranjan, Tarun, Vishakh and Zubli. They had script in their hand, trying hard to beg bigger roles. Aah.. We are talking about promo shot for valentine day. th th

I was standing at the back of camera reading the expression of every artist. It was like a game the one who perform better would be a given bigger role. So everyone put their best efforts not to perform better but to gain bigger roles. As usual when you think of end goals often you end up with poor performance. In this war Aayush battled winner as he controlled his nerves and concentrated on the performance. His act was more live and filled with expressions and emotions. He was a black horse who gave best performance against my expectation.

Zubli was the only actress which holds our expectation. It was her first venture. Roll action…Zubli slowly moved into the camera frame. She proved a slow learner. Entire sequence was illustrated to her. She started with first line, and suddenly halted with no idea of what to do next. Amrit sir shouted cut.  Once again he dramatized full sequence for her. With so many retakes we got final shot.

The final take was audition. It was announced TV Network is looking for fresh talent for in-house commercials and promotions. Soon many individuals with the dream of becoming an actor start falling in the studio. The responsibility of audition falls on my shoulder. This idiot was rewarded with the power to judge whether an individual have the caliber of an artist.

Both of us were new to this world of camera. So I was in mood to give full cooperation from my side. I was both their director as well as counselor. Some guys told me they feel far relieved and comfortable after my brief. I was satisfied my words were proving great support to these struggling artist.

As human nature we all have tendency to discuss future, suggest what to do and not to do. But everybody who is confident of his/her capability will always find their way out. It is not always about winning but putting every stakes to win their dreams.

Far from anything they have dreams, and more important an attitude to fulfill it. We don’t know what their future is. But they will always be happy for they fought for their dreams.

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Most difficult line in an article or passage is always first line. Thats goes same with life. However big or small a task is, the maximum effort is required at initial stage. I am saying this with full confidence and higher level of satisfaction. I was in a mood to write something about myself for public to read it.

It took around two hours of practice, before I could understand wordpress. The most difficult task was how to start a blog. But now i have some knowledge about it.

I hope in near future i will be master of this new tool of media.

So like others, I am not going to explain why i am to blog.  But promise to provide interesting read for all of you.

And thanks everybody!

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