Archive for March, 2010


Life is an ongoing journey. And we have to be part of it whether conscious or unconscious. Some time astonished! Be it light moment or dark it keep the same tempo. It is we who complain of it being slow or quick. If something happens for at this moment. We will make it believe as if it is hard to live with/without those meticulous things. At that moment we are poignant not because of trailing something but by the fear of not receiving same thing again. When you sought so much for in your life, why don’t offer this freedom a chance.

It was like a sweet fever when I felt love for a lady. I was fidgety, hard to control. I was a different world all together. The man who never cared for his dressing sense or his position in his faction or others views for him.  A totally Bindas person place himself on the track of “I do care”. I don’t wish to go deep for the basis of this adoration. But that love was very strong, and is today here for that very reason. She said sorry. It was like I have lost my all credential. The man left with no reason to live. Now I laugh for that moment of my life. But that was horrible. It was not she was so beautiful. On a sincere not I was never attracted towards her for sexual reasons. I never find her sexy or hot cake. She was for me stupid, pretending and fat heavy girl. But there was something more than her girl thing which holds me for so long.  A part of mine is still craving for her.

But scene is altered today. She is no more must now as it was then. For her I started using light drug. As it aids me feel better and keep me relieved. I was totally disturbed. I became abnormal man. For this reason I had unnecessary clash with so many bastards.

Then I felt it will be difficult to live without her. But see today I am very well alive and active. This man is heading towards his goal of a perfect life.  Because I allowed freedom to step into my life, and take its course. Never bind the life. Give it freedom to move. Never feel shallow or down redden. A particular individual can never be bigger than your life. That was like a dream which ended with the dawn of a new morning.

Live the life to the complete. Do whatever you wish. There can’t be any regulatory power greater than your consensus. Do what you feel right and stand by it for the last drop of blood left in your veins.   There is no success or failure. Some things turned according to your expectation and some not. Keep it that simple. Why to give those heavy terms. But to have an authority of one’s own for enjoy freedom and live with it.  For that you shall always be happy. Because you live your life as you have desired of it.

Freedom count on it!


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